stay at home to study~

Actually every sunday in this time i should be in the temple wan but today dint go because plan to stay at home to study because if i go to the temple and when i am back i will feel very tired and then i will not study d,and at night my mum said tat we are going ut to eat thats why no time to study d..then i choose not to go to the temple..1st time dint absent dint go to the temple feel a little bit guilty to wei xin because usually me wei xin and yan ying every sunday also will go wan then now i choose not to go and stay at home and yan ying also said she is not going because she have to go other place..so now wei xin is alone~feel so so guilty to her..sorry to her..yesterday study till 12.30 in the morning and now woke up at 7 in the morning..for only study the sejarah~chapter 1-3 is soo hard and many things to memorize..so i read chapter 4 and 5 1st..at lease i m interested with the story of nabi muhammad..conclusion is i dun like sejarah but force to been take~haiz =(